Woven Cognition

I'm going to make an actual update for today..

Well, this morning started on a rather disturbing note. Regarding a nightmare I had, I don't remember the first part anymore, unfortunately. But, in the end of it I was looking out the patio window, and above the trees, in the distance, I saw a huge plume cloud of fire. I freaked out because I thought it was a nuke. My family and I ran outside to see that it was actually my neighbor's house that blew up completely. But, the house was to the left of mine where the church is right now.. It was really scary, and I was thinking about how the other people in the community would feel about it.. especially Richard. I'm not exactly sure why.

The day started off well.. sorta. I felt awful, but I took some medicine and my headache went away. I watched ATWT and then went online and proceeded to fuck around, doing the normal things I usually do..

Then I found out that Heath Ledger died and I was completely floored. I was in utter shock and disbelief, and I still am now. It's another case of one minute they're there, the next they're gone. It's so fucking tragic. I thought it was shocking to find out he split up with Michelle Williams, but this is too unreal. He's just not someone you ever picture dying. Ever. I've been reading about it everywhere. Some people on the Facebook groups and IMDB boards are fucking assholes. They write the dumbest, most heartless shit. People said others had no room to mourn him because they didn't know him personally and that he didn't deserve to be missed/he wasn't a good person because he played a gay man in Brokeback Mountain. FUCK THEM! Fucking seriously, those people can rot in hell. I have no tolerance for that bullshit at all.

Some people just make me sick. On IMDB, they were making a game out of who will die next. Laughing and joking how "funny" it would be if Britney Spears or someone else would die. I mean seriously? Grow up and seek psychiatric help. Call me crazy, but I don't think death is a very humorous subject. Unless it's dealt to some horrible human being who actually wears that title loosely. I fall to pieces whenever death hits relatively close because I HATE IT.

Nevertheless, that news really darkened my day and I'm really sad that he's gone. He had so much ahead of him. I told my mom and she couldn't believe it either. She told me "these things happen in threes," and that it happened to Brad Renfro last week, which I knew already and Suzanne Pleshette died a few days ago.. so I guess that's three.. It still shouldn't have happened. I feel bad for Michelle and their daughter Matilda.

RIP Heath Ledger, you will be missed.

On a lighter note, I did watch American Idol and One Tree Hill later on, which brightened my mood up a bit. OTH is so different now. They don't even have a theme song. My brother burned me a copy of the CD I got him for his birthday. Oh, he loved the card and gift, by the way. The Donnas' "Bitchin'" is really good!

I guess that's all. My dad and brother are stranded at work.. we can't get to them, so.. I guess we'll see what happens. This day blows. Later.

Blah. I'm sick.

I'm about to go and watch the Green Bay Packers play the New York Giants. The second football game I actually paid attention to. XD The first one was last weekend. GO PACKERS!! They will win. =P

Well, yesterday was very lazy. My parents were in town most of the day doing Christmas Part 2 shopping. I was planning on going shopping with my brother after they got back.. but he was doing something else. Argh. He's ditched me in doing this for DAYS! Whatever..

I watched this show called Psych on USA. It's a good show! I need to add it to my shows to watch. I plan on boycotting The N relatively soon. My once favorite network is now one of the shittiest in my opinion. I thought that when it went 24/7, it'd be smarter, but it only made room for more stupidity. Instead of perpetuating their original programming, they're cancelling most of it, and flooding the channel with Nickelodeon reruns. If I wanted that, I'd just tune to Nickelodeon. God. Also, they're cancelling a bunch of their pending series. Well, whatever. I'll laugh when all they have left is Degrassi and Nick shows.

I got food from Fox's last night. Love that place. I really didn't do a whole lot after that.. just messed around with IJ and LJ trying to get the perfect layouts and stuff.

My American Eagle clothing my mom ordered for me never arrived yesterday when it really should've.. the shipping place must've closed or something. Strange.

It's a great night to have a football game in Green Bay. It's freezing out and there's a full moon! The elements are definitely on our side tonight!

Me and my brother aren't going shopping tonight, either. The heater in his car blew. Sooo.. I dunno when we'll do it. Maybe he should just do it. I feel like shit, anyway. I feel terrible.. =/

Last night was when my sickness began. Strommen called me at 3:24 AM. He was apparently "drunk," and he thought I called him. The missed call beep coming from my phone was in my dream and eventually, it woke me up an hour later. I forgot what the hell I was dreaming about, too. But I remember it was interesting. I couldn't get back to sleep after that until about 7:22 am. I felt awful.

Well, the game's about to begin. GO PACKERS!!