Woven Cognition

I gotta say I've been having a pretty decent past couple of days. I've been relying heavily on YouTube to bring me up and YouTube delivered accordingly.

A large portion of my Sunday was spent doing some investigating on two men in particular who currently have my near devoted attention. Well, I had found a lot of information on both. Good information on one, bad information on the other. That's all I can really say for now. Oh, and that led me to witness "2girls1cup." Lmao. NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. WHen it comes to shit like that.. (pardon the pun) or anything kinky, I'm nowhere near being faint of heart. So I just laughed at it. XD

Brenda and I watched Big Brother 9 and afterwards my brother and I ran up to my uncle's house to feed the cats. Well, this visit was very bizarre. The door was pretty well frozen shut. The electricity wasn't working and the furnace was off. The house was freezing. When my brother tried turning on the lap, it flickered and shorted out. The fridge kept trying to start up but would quit. My brother went and messed with the circuit breaker. None of the circuits were tripped. He kept switching them and when he turned one of them OFF, the kitchen lights turned on very dimly. Then all of a sudden they lit up like the fucking sun. I thought the rest of the lights on the lamp turned on, but it was the same two that were dimly lit at first. I also thought a different switch made them brighter but that happened on its own. It was pretty weird and creepy being in a completely dark trailer. Some random asshole could have broken in there. I did hear some weird noises..

Anyway, I fed the cats, my brother told my mom what's going on and we left. The cats are fine and all accounted for. :D There are a number of things that could've happened. That stupid bitch "guardian" of his could have come and shut all that shit off, the shitty neighbors could've fucked with the fuses or someone else did, or the power lines are frozen, or the cold from the lack of an operating furnace has something to do with it.

I spent the rest of the night YouTubing. Mostly on Chris Crocker related videos. Man, there are some really unfortunate people in the world. I'd go into a huge rant right now, but I don't feel like it.

Douche Lawyer Matt came to inspect the house today. He only really glanced at the entry area, the kitchen, family room and the guest room where my uncle would be staying. Then him and my parents talked for the rest of the time. Apparently he's "nice" but still a douche. He's only 27..  And dammit, I fucking missed ATWT because of that! He didn't even bother going in my room. I guess I could've just watched it anyway. Whatever.

The rest of today was spent on YouTube. Chris Crocker is hilarious. He has some great videos that are funny and he proves a good point in some, too. Not all, some videos I don't agree with. Whatever. I also saw some videos of people who are just causing me to lose faith in humanity and this country and everything else ever so quickly.

If I could, I would become a loudmouthed video blogger and voice my controversial opinions to the world and make all those haters cry in shame. I'd challenge any stupid cocksucking basher to come up and try to beat me down. Then I'll laugh when they hit the pavement 'cause nobody schools me, I do the schooling around here. I never back down. You know, I become so humored when little assholes talk shit and think they're better than me or someone else. They try to talk you down and tell you you need to shut up and that they're better than you, that you don't know what you're talking about and that they're the authority on whatever the subject at hand is. But that's not the case at all. I do know what I'm talking about and I do know I'm better than the random shit talker. And no amount of their "educating" will cause me to deter from my opinion. Especially when I know I'm right.

Yeah, I know I have a boring life.

I know I've become a real asshole. I just have to say..

DEAL WITH THAT SHIT! >=D

So, CP2 wasn't exactly what I expected, but I don't give a damn anymore. And I know I sound like a greedy bitch, but I AM! :P At least I admit it. But I'm not really that greedy. If I had money, I'd buy everyone a million gifts. For real.

Anyhoo, aside from Married With Children season one and Burnout Paradise, which is WICKED AWESOME by the way; I got Halo 3 and XBOX LIVE!!! So, of course I fired that baby up right away. I couldn't set it up by myself 'cause I had to punch in 6 million numbers and find our network and blah blah blah. So, my brother helped me with that.

LUCKILY!!!! The name I had as my Gamertag was available on Xbox Live and I was able to keep it! I spent like two hours prior to my dad and brother coming home thinking of a name should I have gotten XBox Live. It's definitely the best I had come up with and I like it. I'm very satisfied. Want it? Just ask.

My brother wanted me to play with him and his friend Charles on Halo 3, but I wasn't very good, I wanted some practice first. I wanted to do other things, anyway. I mainly played around on Burnout Paradise and Revenge, as well as MKA. I kicked ass for my first matches on there, I was proud! My brother and his friend sent me friend invites, I accepted them. I downloaded a bunch of XBox Live Arcade demos, since I have no Microsoft Points, I can't buy the full games. Haha. I downloaded old school Sega games like Ecco the Dolphin, Street Fighter II' HF, Streets of Rage 2, Sonic 2, and Sonic 1. Then, I called it a night.

The next day, I jumped on right away and played Halo 3. I'm actually pretty good at it for a newbie! I played against a bunch of new people for a couple hours. I played Slayer and there's this one guy with a really hot voice on there. I sent him a message and we talked. He was really nice! He even sent me a friend request, so of course I accepted. He's the first friend I made on there besides my brother and his friend. So, that's cool.

Later, my brother got home from his work's Christmas party and me, him and his friend played a bunch of games on Halo 3 live. It was a hell of a lot of fun. Very addicting. My brother says I'm really good for a beginner, my parents say so too. LMAO. During Team Slayer, some people on the other team were named R0SIE 0D0NNEL. LMAO. So random! I hated that match, though. I sucked on that one majorly.

I took a Halo 3 break last night. Played a bunch of my other games. Burnout Revenge; made some new friends there. Same with F.E.A.R. That game is a lot of fun live! I didn't think many people would be playing that game live, but there's quite a few on there. That's way hard. I may be lagging, or others are cheating. Came across a few cheaters on a few games already. Bastards. I also lagged a lot on Halo 3. Really annoying.

My mom and brother got my dad Rock Band. It's pretty cool. I'm not really into those kinda games but they're fun to watch. XD So, my family is really into video games if you haven't noticed. Haha. My dad and bro love the game.

Today is just completely fucking shitty. Don't even wanna talk about it at all. So, good day everybody! OH! And the LG15 finale had quite a twist ending!