Woven Cognition

I gotta say I've been having a pretty decent past couple of days. I've been relying heavily on YouTube to bring me up and YouTube delivered accordingly.

A large portion of my Sunday was spent doing some investigating on two men in particular who currently have my near devoted attention. Well, I had found a lot of information on both. Good information on one, bad information on the other. That's all I can really say for now. Oh, and that led me to witness "2girls1cup." Lmao. NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. WHen it comes to shit like that.. (pardon the pun) or anything kinky, I'm nowhere near being faint of heart. So I just laughed at it. XD

Brenda and I watched Big Brother 9 and afterwards my brother and I ran up to my uncle's house to feed the cats. Well, this visit was very bizarre. The door was pretty well frozen shut. The electricity wasn't working and the furnace was off. The house was freezing. When my brother tried turning on the lap, it flickered and shorted out. The fridge kept trying to start up but would quit. My brother went and messed with the circuit breaker. None of the circuits were tripped. He kept switching them and when he turned one of them OFF, the kitchen lights turned on very dimly. Then all of a sudden they lit up like the fucking sun. I thought the rest of the lights on the lamp turned on, but it was the same two that were dimly lit at first. I also thought a different switch made them brighter but that happened on its own. It was pretty weird and creepy being in a completely dark trailer. Some random asshole could have broken in there. I did hear some weird noises..

Anyway, I fed the cats, my brother told my mom what's going on and we left. The cats are fine and all accounted for. :D There are a number of things that could've happened. That stupid bitch "guardian" of his could have come and shut all that shit off, the shitty neighbors could've fucked with the fuses or someone else did, or the power lines are frozen, or the cold from the lack of an operating furnace has something to do with it.

I spent the rest of the night YouTubing. Mostly on Chris Crocker related videos. Man, there are some really unfortunate people in the world. I'd go into a huge rant right now, but I don't feel like it.

Douche Lawyer Matt came to inspect the house today. He only really glanced at the entry area, the kitchen, family room and the guest room where my uncle would be staying. Then him and my parents talked for the rest of the time. Apparently he's "nice" but still a douche. He's only 27..  And dammit, I fucking missed ATWT because of that! He didn't even bother going in my room. I guess I could've just watched it anyway. Whatever.

The rest of today was spent on YouTube. Chris Crocker is hilarious. He has some great videos that are funny and he proves a good point in some, too. Not all, some videos I don't agree with. Whatever. I also saw some videos of people who are just causing me to lose faith in humanity and this country and everything else ever so quickly.

If I could, I would become a loudmouthed video blogger and voice my controversial opinions to the world and make all those haters cry in shame. I'd challenge any stupid cocksucking basher to come up and try to beat me down. Then I'll laugh when they hit the pavement 'cause nobody schools me, I do the schooling around here. I never back down. You know, I become so humored when little assholes talk shit and think they're better than me or someone else. They try to talk you down and tell you you need to shut up and that they're better than you, that you don't know what you're talking about and that they're the authority on whatever the subject at hand is. But that's not the case at all. I do know what I'm talking about and I do know I'm better than the random shit talker. And no amount of their "educating" will cause me to deter from my opinion. Especially when I know I'm right.

Yeah, I know I have a boring life.

I know I've become a real asshole. I just have to say..

DEAL WITH THAT SHIT! >=D

I dunno how I let time get away from me like this. But whatever. Sunday wasn't spectacular. I just watched Big Brother and the Academy Awards. I'm so glad Juno won some awards and that Heath Ledger was honored. I also watched Cold Case, which is a good show. It's pretty moving.

Big Brother After Dark is so much fun to watch. That night, they had a strip show that pretty much turned into a living room orgy. Then they all went skinny dipping. Lmao. I wish I could have that much fun. While it was on, a strange car kept going past my house; what I saw was them going past my house from the right slowly, like they were gonna turn into the driveway. I thought they were my parents but they kept going. Then, they slowed down by my neighbor's driveway. So I thought it was them.. then the U-turned, slowed down my driveway.. kept going.. U-turned AGAIN.. went down the lane next to my house.. came back up.. then went to my next door neighbor's house.. stayed there a while, then left with my neighbor behind him. Suspicious much? Gotta  watch out for those fucking feds.

Earlier, I saw an ad for Gears of War 2 coming out in November which inspired me to pick up my copy of GoW which I got for Christmas 2006 and hadn't played pretty much since I got it (which was the same for FEAR and those Burger King games... pretty much all the games.. heh.) I played a little bit of the part I was currently at, kept dying and quit. I tried again later and kept at it. At first, I was thinking I wouldn't be interested in this game, but it was way cool and very interesting and kept me coming back for more. My brother went on Live and co-oped with me on some of the game. It was a lot of fun. I didn't think you could play 2 player on a campaign over Live.

The next day, I played a lot more. I breezed through that game. I love it when games are more like a downhill climb than an uphill one. When I say that, I mean that it's not IMPOSSIBLY hard to get through, not necessarily kindergarten level. Extremely hard and/or boring games just turn me off. My brother wanted me to try Rock Band with him. I'm not really into those kinda games, so I didn't wanna do it but I did anyway. Truth is, it was actually pretty fun! I think I will definitely play again soon! Later, he helped me with the final boss on GoW. Amazing game fo' sho'.

After that was done, I popped in the demo disc he got from Xbox magazine and played the main demo from the disc. It's a game called "Turning Point: Fall of Liberty," and it's about an alternate history if Winston Churchill had died when he got hit by the taxi in 1931 instead of survived, how different things would be. It results in the Nazis attacking New York City. It's rather profound but the game seems like it could be really entertaining from the short playable demo. I know it'll stir up controversy. The game was actually released here today ("today" being the 26th, not the 27th) in NA before anywhere else. Damn, I'm gonna have to add that to my suddenly ever growing list of games to buy.